Posted by Steph on May 03, 2001 at 21:11:54:
I need another woman’s opinion on a really sensitive topic? I’m 20yrs old and
my brother is 23. We're good friends and get along great. As siblings I would
say we're close. We've got lots in common. Similar interests and talents. And
I guess I could really say that he’s one of my best friends. Peter could be
described as a real “hottie”, he’s 6’3 230 lbs. muscular build. Ice-blue eyes,
creamy brown hair, chiseled features, honestly he is one of the most gorgeous
guys I’ve ever seen in my life. He does professional modeling for a huge
agency in town, very athletic, and he’s one of the top students in his
college. But most importantly he’s such a great guy! He’s such a sweetheart!
Here’s the problem…this is gonna sound really awkward and strange but…I think
I’m in love with him. Now I know that sounds childish but you haven’t met or
seen him. All my girlfriends are in love with him. They’re all jealous of me,
because he’s MY brother! I consider myself pretty healthy. I have a very
active life, I’m a good student, our family is happy and prosperous and there
was never any weirdness when we were growing up…I don’t know why I have these
feelings for him. God I love him so much! He doesn’t know how I feel. I’m not
inexperienced, I’ve had lots of boyfriends, and everyone tells me that I’m
really pretty. I’ve had this fantasy about him since I was a teenager. I
always wondered if we could have developed a sexual relationship together
safely.
And if it really would be that bad. I mean..we are adults. And if we take the
proper precautions maybe it’ll end up being really beautiful. But I’m not
sure if he feels that way about me. I was planning on telling him how I felt
these next few months. I’m worried that if he gets scared off or worse if he
ends up hating me or telling our parents. I really need some feedback on this.
Only my best friend knows how I feel and what I’m planning on doing. And she
promised me that she wouldn’t tell anyone, even though she thinks it’s a crazy
and dangerous thing to do.
I’ve read about Lord Byron and his relationship with his sister or Angelie
Jolie with her Brother, it feels like I should do this with Peter. I promised
myself that before I approach him that I’d send this out to get
enough responses and based on what I find. That’s how I’ll
decide.
Thanks,
Steph
I'll leave you with this.
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